mood: hungry

So in my attempts at finding new ways to procrastinate I managed to clean my room (sorta), get new avatars, find a spot for an old clock and whine to myself about how much I'm craving...anything! Food-wise.  I'm SO hungry.  Been hungry thoughout this whole thing.  I think I may have to be hungry in order to succeed.

School-wise, I'm getting close to graduation.  I have to have a meeting with my counsillor to figure out if I'm as close as I think I am...I'm a little worried I'll be told I need a science credit even though when I registered at SFU I was told that I wouldn't need one because I was entering into the school the semester before they changed the requirements...I'm just concerned that my advisor won't know that or maybe that since I'm still there it will still be required? I really don't know but it freaks me out and is making me postpone my meeting with the counsillor. 

Exercise is going well.  I've mostly been being a geek and dancing in my room.  I got two of those Carmen Electra Strip-tease exercise DVD's and they are really good! The first one is kind of strip-tease-y but it's fun! It's like a dance and I'm actually quite surprised that it helps my confidence! The second one is more of an aerobic work-out with this guy who trained Carmen Electra.  It's pretty cool.  Need more room to do it though.

Well, done procrastinating for now.  Better get back to work.

mood: blank

I wrote my last exam today! It was BRUTAL but I'm going to try and not think about it.

Now I have this strange feeling...I don't know what to do...

mood: cranky

I found out today that my first day off from school I have to work and in that discovery I learned how much I dislike my work environment.  I think I've figured out what I'm going to do.  I think that upon the completion of this semester (3 more days!!! WOOT!) and after the weekend (since I work Saturday and Sunday...) I'm going to try and get a job somewhere that will make me...not miserable.  Yeah, it'll mean less money and I won't have the same pull but I'll be happy to go to work and if I have to work all summer I might as well enjoy what I'm doing.  I'm thinking of applying to Rogers again and possibly a few other movie stores.  If that doesn't work out, I guess I could try some other liquor stores.  I just find myself more and more angry that I have to go there and be around those people. 

mood: annoyed

I found out on Friday that my manager...hired someone who's under age... -.-  Apparently I have to look into the legality of that action and be the one to tell him.  Boourns! She's actually good too.  Oh well, it's his fault for not investigating himself.

One more week.

Yesterday I managed to train a new girl, who basically had to run the store with an hour of training, and then spent the majority of the rest of my 8 hour shift in the back (which is freezing cold) unloading a 4 skid beer order.  Oh and the day before I had spent 8 hours reorganizing and cleaning the back as well as doing another, two skid, order.  I was in pain when I woke up, worked in pain, was in pain when I went to sleep and, surprise surprise, still hurt.  The rest of my Thursday shift I had to put up with this winy little brat complaining to me about being dumped.  She's EXTREMELY immature and couldn't understand why he was so angry she had driven drunk...he treated her like crap but still wants him back.  She's such a little brat.  I can't stand the girl.  Oh, and funniest thing ever, you would expect to hear it in a movie, I told her that I would be swore tomorrow from all the lifting I had done and she said that her heart would be hurting tomorrow............................................................ -.- All the girl wants is pity and I can't handle it! I hope she gets fired, and SOON.

Also, just found out that this new guy that they hired is actually not as nice as he comes off.  I'm bitter about it. 

Staff meeting today.  Things are supposed to change around there and if they do...I'm not sure I want to leave.  I think the main thing I want though is for people to be fired if incompetent.  I want people who are actually good at the job to be treated as such.  I want respect from managment, owners and the pub/kitchen.  

Those are the morally good ones.  The other thing I want is more money.  But, that's just me being greedy cause I want more money even though I'm perfectly well aware that if I go somewhere else I'll be getting less than I'm being paid now.

Am I an awful person?

mood: tired

The partner is still useless but at least we are finished our last project today! 

The rest of the week will be entirely devoted to Sociology of Law and Forensics! Weeee Forensics! Sociology of Law isn't too bad, one of the questions that will be on the final is posted for us! It deals with corporate crime and the war on drugs.  The other one is going to be really general so I don't really know for sure what to expect but hopefully it'll be so general that I can just rant about one of the more interesting topics.  

Wierdest thing, I have three finals.  Quantitative Research Methods, Sociology of Law and Forensics and they are all different formats and they are all one format! Quantitative is all multiple choice, Sociology of Law is two essay questions and Forensics is all short answer!  How wierd is that?

Not very but it's the little things that amuse you when you've had less than 5 hours of sleep and are studying finals.

Oooh! Best news.  I found out that my manager actually really likes me and my assistant manager thinks that when I go to quit, I'll be offered a raise! I thought the guy hated me.  I actually don't know what to do about this though cause I'm really not happy there but I can't say for sure that a raise wouldn't make me happier...that's terrible, isn't it? Am I willing to sell out my happiness for a raise?